I thought it was uyat

A stigma on life ... HIV protection from ten children ... Then I decided that I would live a year in unity... When I was 23, I found out about my HIV status and got pregnant …

On the same day on the account, yesterday was bright. It's dark in my heart, I was sitting waiting in line for an appointment. Then they called me to the office of the Almaty Regional Life Center, showed me the result of HIV infection, and began to explain that this is not a disease, how it is transmitted. At that time, it seemed to me that this was the way it should be, it was a pity that I did not look at people with a high prevalence of HIV infection: I did not use an injectable bandstand, I did not have many sexual partners.

Therefore, in another I was shocked and disappointed. I had a lot of questions in my head. How much do I have left to live? Not my relatives? I have a sexually transmitted infection. At that time , the most important thing for me was my child ... what about him? What if the huntsman is right? Oh, I liked the pregnancy, oh, I loved her and took care of her…

On the same day, I was registered, had a conversation, told about my rights and responsibilities and that I could give birth to a healthy child, and, of course, I began to accept consent, therapy. Because I was responsible for my health and for the health of my own child…

I can't say how many numbers there were, but I remember the doctor's words: the amount of virus in the blood is very high, and immunity is low. I followed all the recommendations of the doctors, and they changed their tones. However, each doctor was attentive, answered all questions.

I had a long-standing depression. However, then a psychologist appeared, and I began to consult and communicate.

Today, the doctors of the Life Center helped me on the birthday of a healthy child. On the way to the practice of doctors and psychologists, I came out of depression and found the strength to live for myself and for the child.

I have been consulting with doctors for a year, getting answers to my questions during the analysis, and taking antiretroviral therapy. I walked for a long time and thought that life is life only with a person who has a status. However, after consulting doctors, I reached a certain level of viral load and found that viruses are not transmitted to a sexual partner. I am married, he has an ATV-negative status. Today we are planning a construction site, and together with it we will give birth to a healthy baby! I wish you all health, good luck and never give up!

My doctor is Makhmutova Sania Masimzhanovna and Dunshebayeva Asem and Sumbebayeva Nazerke, thank you very much!

Sincerely, A. K.

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